I mean don’t get me wrong if it was just the slower growth. Wouldn’t be the worst case but I wanted to feel human you know! Though I used Lamotrigine as a crutch to develop skills required to function!

I have bipolar flow between 1-2 locked in Hypomania and mania

Not much anymore only over text.

Also the ideal behind this. I have a supernova and god powers powering this. A trade to keep a supernova from exploding and harming its solar system while I harvest that overwhelming matter into growth. My future idea for others itll happen instantly overnight.

I worked with my psychiatrist to find a medication that didn’t limit the connect to the power (magic) and she helped me find Lamotrigine. For my overwhelming anger I would have and slight depression I felt. Originally I took an antipsychotic that started with an A but all it did was make my life feel overall numb including magic. It didn’t stop the growths but lessened how powerful they were. So slow progression.

Yes I will admit I am off of medication but the growths still happened and speed up while on it! So that’s nothing to be specifically concerned about as I learned to control the anger which was the reason for the medication.

Otherwise yes both my psychiatrist and general doctor.

I mean hey if that’s how long it’ll be I’m down. Honestly I would assume it may speed up durning nights which is why I mentioned sleeping on my stomach. Either time I’m excited. Pain and waiting is part of transformation.

I did almost forget to mention but I can glide my arm effortlessly and even when my hand is down my hand raises up and when up goes down sometimes randomly.

For starters thank you for actually replying to this. I don’t get much interaction at all on this.

Now to delve a bit into this. For sure i can see the body dysmorphia idea. Including originally it started at partially having body dysmorphia. Though included the dire need to heal my body as it was withering away and current medical understanding didn’t allow for that. Though for sure it’s understandable people may assume it’s untrue. Though through all the changes and experiences. Id say it’s hard to say it’s not. As even if I am not growing wings my bodies growing the realistic muscle and bone development correct for such a growth. Also before I continue it’s also very important to mention. The idea of growing wings within current medical understanding is nearly impossible and at the very least wouldn’t happen in less than 10 years but I’ve found a way. For complete transparency; I was taught a power beyond human comprehension but my dumbass thought too logically on stuff so I got this long process. Such as year 1 Non Mature wings grown and feathers inside my back, then spinal cord started strengthening and stretching. Into the 4th year to when it stopped. Then my arms and legs enhancing. Ribs fusing and extending both upwards and out a bit.

There’s just so much to it that if it wasn’t working then why would everything else happen. Yk what I mean?

Like how I’m randomly gaining inches of muscle without working out, losing weight rapidly, moving better and differently, my balance enhancing. So many things

Please if you’d like to discuss more I’d be open to.

Also can I ask why it’s disturbing?

I have multiple times! Including a psychiatrist.

That makes sense! I changed it. Thank you for the feedback. I got the first meeting tomorrow at 8 am.

I mean I don’t recommend copying and pasting. As everyone’s body is different but if you have similarities you just didn’t know how to explain feel free to copy some.

Is there anything else you’d like to know? I guess maybe it’s not as normal for you? It’s just kind of my daily thing. Modifications.

He is a tattoo artist and think of Cortana but better he has that type of AI assistant. It brings it to the closest possible to his intended vision in his mind.

He clicks a button on his head and it turns on. For his work it has a history record of tattoo and art styles. With a 3d replica.

Ohhhh shit I about forget. I recently made him a cyborg with an AI interface that helps him create art to the closest to the intended outcome. So that may explain it!

He’s a tattoo artist and I came up with that idea for him and it’d work with his art app.

Yeah I don’t know otherwise. I was there when he was making them. Starting out by creating the outline for the drawing then colouring and shading. I mean I’ll give him the possibility he saw that before hand awhile back and it was what encouraged his idea due to current events.

It’s interesting to hear my typing is coming out as rambling.

I sometimes can read but normally it’s rather difficult for me unless required or sexual, psychopathic and or interesting in a hobby way.

Though I’ll see about it or find another way because I am actually study psychology, developmental and medical from Yale courses to help others. I just ain’t the best with myself. Maybe harder though I look to grow into the most knowledgeable and best version of myself I could. To be honest normally I don’t make such deep post in my personal way like this but I will say look back at some of my mental health post. You’ll see while yes I am crazy. I’ve learned it’s possible to cure psychopathy given a necessary catalyst and will from said individual. Same goes for some traits of BPD and Bipolar. Which as always I suggest working with a mental health professional if trying. As I asked my psychiatrist she said it’s unheard of but in our world not impossible just hasn’t happened.

I will say though I think our world needs to allow much more while making illegal certain things. It annoys me. To have the mindset to see everything but unable to do something yet. Why are governments so stupid…

Like psychopathic individuals who aren’t bad at a young age could be saved from the horrid development we have to now or some of us. By following guidelines of development and safety of life. Wouldn’t be perfect but yeah fuck man.

Some yes most are internal things until they finish and the supporting things grow. Such as the muscle and everything.

Rather soon my wings will deploy and I’ll have videos and photos.

Currently though most photos are muscle and weight loss without doing anything besides fast tracked evolution. Such as collar bone, neck and shoulder muscles for wings. My body overall has drastically different proportions from earlier periods.

I’m not trolling at all and for what’s wrong with me got it mainly figured out or figuring it out.