The problem with local community organizing is that not every community is equal.

My local community are normal friendly people mixed with secret racists/homophobes who are also mixed with blatant racists/homophobes. Because I live in rural bumfuck.

Sure, I could try and connect some of them but I could get a shit spewing hate surprise, or run into someone who is bigoted but keeps their bigotry private with a friendly face, so by being friendly and cooperative I’m enabling them.

I intend to move ASAP to a moderately more progressive area soonish but its a more expensive place so it’s taking me a long while of personal austerity to save up to comfortably make the move. And a lot of good people don’t have the finances or opportunity to escape these wretched awful places. They’re a lost fucking cause.

I want to play more often than my close friends want to play because I’m a tryhard meaning that if squad play is crucial I’d have to coordinate with random people on the internet over voice chat and that sounds… potentially unpleasant.

Maybe 99% of the time my interactions will be nice, but that 1% of bad times with randoms over voice chat will unfortunately stick in my brain.

For me, the nice thing about BF is that I can team up with my friends in a squad or play asocial solo and have a great time either way.

Unfortunately, also as a tryhard, I despise Engagement Based Match Making. And it seems the main mode of BF6 is also going to have that and I just have zero desire to play a pvp game with Engagement Based Match Making after the experiences I’ve had with it. Skill Based Match Making can be ok if I get to at least see my rank. I just want to know how much I’m improving as a player and I can’t get that with Engagement Based Match Making. I only experience what is essentially hollow algorithmic match fixing.

I used to think I was an idiot, that everyone around me knew what they were doing and I didn’t.

Later I joined the work force and I now I kind of wish I was an idiot because no one seems to know what they’re doing and that is existentially dreadful.

That first one a real thing? Its hard to know what is real anymore.

Are they catholic converts? I bet they are.

Executive dysfunction is also an autism thing. Brain no likely changing topics, starting work on a responsibility that isn’t my current obsession is very difficult.

The Bird

Monster, Inc.

The Goonie

Car

Man in Black

District 1

1 Day Later

Inverse (not as fun but still I love these movies):

Fight Clubs

The Signals (2007)

The Matrices

There are ideological capitalists and capital holders.

There are people who are capital holders who are ideologically left economically, some instances as far as full socialist.

There are people who hold little to no capital at all but believe capitalism is the best possible system.

As a percentage of their respective classes though, the later class traitor is unfortunately more common than the former class traitor.

As a male bi who tends to sleep with women more than men and tend to favor fem guys (I’m picky), I wish I was gayer.

That said, bi and poly women are fantastic.

No one is making an art piece every meal.

Twisted Metal (1995) via Duckstation. Installed using Emudeck.

Playing normal difficulty, abused save states on the first character, Sweet Tooth. But after that stuck to only saving in between levels or level password.

Playing the characters in order from Sweet tooth moving right, on the final rooftops level atm with Crimson Fury.

Game obviously is janky as hell but its deep in terms of learning curve. I’m more familiar with TM2, but always want to play through TM1 at some point.

Also watching the cut FMV endings on youtube after beating each character. They’re delightful.

The problem with that though is there are easy to digest natural and raw foods. As well as processed foods that are still calorie light.

Sure, there is a correlation because of that denseness tending to be the case in processed foods, but the issue in question is whether its processing itself that intrinsically causes the issue.

For example: If you consume a meal replacement shake that has a ton of fiber and protein, that shake is extremely “processed” but will fill you up quickly.

The issue is caloric density of lasagna and a breakfast bar vs how filling it is. This has little to actually do (at least directly) with how “processed” it is.

This seems like a questionably designed study… No shit eating only lasagna (I mean c’mon) and breakfast bars is going to be ineffective at losing weight compared to only spaghetti bolognese, oats soaked in milk, and yoghurt.

Absolutely not. I’d rather be able to walk to a variety social spaces and not worry about being eaten alive by bugs when outside.

Old people tend to want to live in the middle of nowhere the most. They just also expect the elder healthcare to magically be just as good.

More people should watch this:

The Secret War To Censor The Internet

The CC companies have religious morons contained within their executives but they’re mainly being puppeted by outside religious evangelical organizations with a long history of wanting to destroy all sex work or erotica art.

Man I got a lot of them.

1. Free will isn’t real.
2. I’m kind of OK with AI replacing our jobs under capitalism, even if things get bumpy because I think because its unsustainable for various reasons and it’ll eventually cause economic collapse and we might live in a better society afterward.
3. Nuanced “soft” Anti-natalism
4. Currency is fine. The left was wrong about Crypto.
5. He might not always be right but Vaush is funny and its OK to watch his streams.
6. We should all fuck each other more and monogamy is retarded.
7. Oh also its OK to call things and people “retarded”
8. Virtue doesn’t matter only consequences.
9. Bisexuality is secretly more common than hetero & homosexuality.
10. Religion and spirituality should be illegal.
11. Autistic people should rule the world.
12. That Trump won a second time reflects a fundamentally disgusting moral weakness in most of humanity that I will never emotionally recover from.
13. Linux is good but most of Linux users ideology about GUI is awful.

If you are like me and you wasted your 20’s being lazy and asocial then 29 felt like an awful frantic make up year (that achieved nothing) but 30 felt like “Well at least I know its too late for certain things. I can relax and just accept things as they are. There is peace in doom.”

My distaste for Apple products largely stems from their lack of video games. And price tags. And interface. And their users (except CGP Grey, I forgive him).

The problem is that this schedule is literally unhealthy for them. Like, actual health outcome in the long run bad for them. Its fucked up and “parent needs daycare” & “learning schedules and responsibilities” is a terrible justification.